hI Guys, during the next 10 days my doctors and I are changing medications so they’re telling me it’s going to be a little bumpy, sleep, anxiety, etc……..so, i’ll be taking Xanax and Valium to get me through the weening process, and those two medications always make me tired so i’ll try my best to keep up…….just preparing you guys…….and remembering you…….and feeling a bit guilty for not hanging with you all as usual. I’m doing my best and I’ll be with you as best I can…….Love to you all……….kisses……..tony xx
” 10 DAYS OF MEDICATION “
22 Monday Sep 2014
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Metaphysics and the Movies according to Dartanion2 
Bless your heart Tony….Truly we understand dearest Tony. You are very precious to those who know you and that you have blessed so many now and been friends to them in significant ways over the years…so now we are here for you in love from our hearts. If you need us to keep things going for you and with you then we will. Those changes in meds are serious and yet meaningful turning points in healing . I can relate because I am going through lack of medicines and misdiagnosis over the past two years and now having to be proactive to get the right care. Emergency care was good but diagnostic care not so good here but God takes care of us in very unique ways dearest Tony as you well know. I was not able to pull together some comments on several other topics due to my health yet I would like to share a little because now it may be relevant
Everyone has different spiritual growth points and enlightening experiences. Often no one wants to share or be misunderstood for curiosity or spiritually or socially ostracized but we grow with what I call this pruning process so eventually there are benefits to it all. We can find the right persons creatively compatible to ourselves and with delight start forming great friendship bonds. We have this here and it will not be broken easily and others can restart new inputs in response to this time keeping you company and loving you a little bit while you gain the medical balance you need to continue on here when you are ready..OK?
When I was a pastors wife I had more precognitive or spiritual growth nudges and yet I was judged and very overtaxed doing so much raising five and helping others in a community food and clothing bank and assisting children being abused and neglected…during those years but i have recently seen the wonderful trail of metaphysical and spiritual miracles and wonders emerge and deepen now. I know you brought out the fact of no fear to be open and Georgina has been pivotal also here in her open hearted sincere comments and sharing. Deeply important indeed. Father God told me who needed help and when and who was going to pass over in death so I could pray rightly ..not prefabricated prayers …but honest real ones God gave me details and how to minister to them. Some experiences were too extraordinary to be from any other source but from the Father’s heart and supernaturally given to me. It is less predictive as some may have different expression of spiritual seeing or hearing or knowing in their form of gifting but compassionate and deeply on target. I knew you were in need but you have been so in love at the same time. There has been so much prayer awakening over you many times so you are not entering this alone dearest Tony. Father God has gone before you ! He will see you through this truly He is your strength and healer in person and delight of your heart and comforting Father who knows every part of you inside out and your emotions, mind, loving heart and will care for everyone you love during their time of praying and hoping you do well. Angels are all around you and Father God’s hands are moving to have an effect upon you and Jesus will be easy to commune with now whether it is easy to express in writing right now or not be reassured of it inside your heart. Dear Cheri will talk to you and your dear Mom who prays, supports and calls you and your family and room mate and friend Isaac also. Bless them one and all! Peace dearest Tony….no one will leave your blog behind and your Cosmo family will continue to support and love you too….i encourage and invite them to comment and encourage you and share during this time. Bless your heart to care and share your progress and need with us. It means you trust us as true friends to you no matter what. Bonds of true Love can be open to be on display here as your friends give back the blessings they have received from knowing you and pay forward now for others yo benefit….let the sharing and loving and creative interesting comments begin ! .Love greater than ourselves multiplies. God’s Divine Mathematics anyone ? Quantim Love leaps ! Yes, truly you have been quantum love leaping here with your dear Cheri and writings lately and it is all beautiful and exceptionally wonderful. I totally trust Father God who made the universe and each of us to keep you in His big enfolding embrace and bless and heal you and give you more by His grace spiritually and balance all this new experience for your benefit and joy .xxxxxxxooooooo Love Always in Jesus dearest Tony…your spiritually forever friend with Father God hugs and encouragement…Kate ( Alice )
Dearest Tony, my daughter and friend read your writings and are wishing you well. Her friends Mom is in the hospital in critical care right now and we treated him out to dinner. I told them about you and my daughter knows how much I treasure and pray for you as well so you have people who care multiplying already that you may not have thought of at first were interested and value you and are now reading your writings too. My daughter read softly to her friend the poem on your last post and her friend liked it too. Thinking of you with love prayers and support dearest Tony. Love Always in Jesus and the warm healing embrace of theHoly Father’s embrace and blessing…with all He is His healing light and powerful virtue attends you and I entrust you to His perfect care as I know your sweet loving Mom and beloved Cheri and Georgina do too as well as your family, brother and sisters as well I am sure as your sons do too. They love their Dad. From the Father’s heart and mine and my daughter and her friend send their best wishes for your healing too xxxxxooooo as always your Kate ( Alice )
Health is more important than a blog get well so we can all read some more of your great views on metaphysics and the mind.
Well said dear Devon, thank you so much for writing this for Tony to see and know you are supporting him 100% as a good caring friend. Enjoy you and for your and for starting this string of greetings off for Tony and all he means to his friends. 🙂 peace, and kind thoughts sent to you Devon 🙂