Sometimes I wonder what it is that drives me every day…..to keep fighting…..to keep pushing through the pain………and then I remember………..I am a loved man…………and I remember this post I did a few months ago………..have a look ………tell me what you think………..tomorrow I go back onto regular medication so I should be tackling more posts later in the week………..you guys are the coolest………….smiles………….T xx
My hands are shaking, it’s the middle of the night. I stare out at everything through my minds eye, wondering what to write. I remember as a child, thinking to myself, “Why does everyone worry about what they will do when they grow older?” I was too busy enjoying life. It turns out that several years ago I hated myself for not answering that very question, not having planned ahead to a career or home or family, why hadn’t I gotten it right? I mean everyone else around me have homes and families, and very successful careers. And I hated myself for not being just like them. I felt frowned upon for not being like, or “living up” to my own potential. So, I hated myself, because I thought no one else loved me, not the way I love myself. Until one day a friend of mine , told me…
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Metaphysics and the Movies according to Dartanion2 