Sometimes I wonder what it is that drives me every day…..to keep fighting…..to keep pushing through the pain………and then I remember………..I am a loved man…………and I remember this post I did a few months ago………..have a look ………tell me what you think………..tomorrow I go back onto regular medication so I should be tackling more posts later in the week………..you guys are the coolest………….smiles………….T xx

Metaphysics and the Movies according to Dartanion2

hands tremblingMy hands are shaking, it’s the middle of the night.  I stare out at everything through my minds eye, wondering what to write.  I remember as a child, thinking to myself, “Why does everyone worry about what they will do when they grow older?” I was too busy enjoying life.   It turns out that several years ago I hated myself for not answering that very question, not having planned ahead to a career or home or family, why hadn’t I gotten it right?  I mean everyone else around me have homes and families, and very successful careers.  And I hated myself for not being just like them.  I felt frowned upon for not being like, or “living up” to my own potential.  So, I hated myself, because I thought no one else loved me, not the way I love myself.  Until one day a friend of mine , told me…

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