Hi
Hi guys!!  Happy new year to you all.  Georgina Richardson will be taking over my posting duties for the month of January………which most of you know by now………Here’s the scoop.  I’m about to enter the final days of the permanent implant on my spine.  Anasthesia testing on Friday……first surgery next Thursday (the 8th)……final surgery (the 15th) ……here’s what it will look like (below)The truth is……….it’s taken me three years to get to this point…….I have already done the initial test on my spine with success…………with about a 50% reduction in pain.  The stimulator has a twelve year battery that will be implanted in my stomach.  It provides electric impulses to my feet (where most of the pain is) and with the most modern technology available we’re hoping for about 70% reduction in pain, which will allow me to walk without pain(mostly). This will allow me to fly to the Mayo Clinic where we will begin a battle with C.I.D.P. (Chronic Inflammatory Demyelinating Polyneuropathy) a very rare disease.  The wheels are all in motion and GEORGINA RICHARDSON is providing me the time to work on my disease………please treat her as well as you have treated me.  I hope you guys read the 2014 Year End Report I posted yesterday…….what that post doesn’t say is……..BRAZIL was the fourth biggest supporter of this blog for the year……..astonishing really…………being as it doesn’t have English as it’s first language…..so thank you for that BRAZIL………..UK, USA, Canada were 1, 2, and 3  (thank you so much guys)………..we wound up in 61 countries for the year (BRAVA!!)……….also………when you check out the numbers you’ll find that the numbers are based on 6 months of posting………..so double the numbers…………..also,.,….. I will be driving more traffic here in the New Year so we should have more comments to view…………..we have readers in 61 countries now ……….this is getting good…………when I return I will continue what I promised ……….I will open your eyes to the experiences of my life………the things most people don’t discuss openly………….the Metaphysical truths of human capabilities…………..my VERY personal experiences which I promised you when I began ………..we have accomplished in 6 months of posts what I thought would take a year…………and I am honored to finish what I started……….PLEASE open your hearts to Georgie while I’m gone……………her experiences will amaze you……a truly psychic individual and gifted poet………I am Dartanion2………see you soon…..T xx

We will worship your love sent from heaven above
We will treasure every child that you give.
We will spread far and wide
Your precious words of love
And we will value your guiding light as we live.
We will think of you in the moonlight
Under the sun, the sky, the rain and the wind.
In every childs smile that is trusting and bright
We will treasure the delights that you give.

This is my first post as an administrator for Tony!

Happy New Year everyone, may the New Year bring you love, health and happiness.

G xx

nanny.gina.r@gmail.com

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

A New York City subway train holds 1,200 people. This blog was viewed about 4,500 times in 2014. If it were a NYC subway train, it would take about 4 trips to carry that many people.

Click here to see the complete report.

Hi guys some changes on the horizon……..my prep work for January surgeries are under way………I’m not capable of keeping the regularity of posts going.  So, GEORGINA RICHARDSON whom many of you know by following the comments.  What many of you don’t know is that I can see what countries are following me but GEORGIE hasn’t been aware of what a profound impact her comments have been having!  So I’m expecting you all to be very nice to her during my absence.  Also, you need to know the she has VERY special metaphysical gifts of her own….so……I’m not just choosing some unqualified person to follow up my writes……..she will have plenty of true stories to relate…………my apologies for not having maintained as well lately…….my disease has taken a great toll on my daily inspiration……..and I’ve been to proud to admit it………but as I saw my numbers going down world-wide I knew something had to be done……….well……..i’ll be doing a post by the 1st to introduce her………she’ll be monitoring this blogs numbers and comments and doing 100% of the posts for January………anyway…….lot’s of cool stuff coming your way soon………here’s an apple from the teacher……….smiles……..T  xx

“We are just an advanced breed of monkeys on a minor planet of a very average star!  But we can understand the Universe.  That makes us something very special!” – Stephen Hawking~

I was looking up at the stars late one night, it was a beautiful black velvet sky with millions of tiny little diamonds just sitting there looking down on little ‘ol me!  I could sit and stare at the stars for hours and never get bored with them.  I have always found fascination in the night sky.  So I decided to look up a few facts about our sparkly little friends and here is what I came up with, I hope you enjoy.

The turbulent ocean of air in which we live thins out without any definite boundary, but by one international definition, space begins 100km (62 miles) above the earth’s surface.  The sky beyond seems to turn around every 24 hours- reflecting the rotation of our planet – and with the naked eye we can see the ever-changing dance of our nearest neighbors, fellow members of the solar system.  The sun, the moon, comets and 5 of earth’s fellow planets.  They move against a backdrop of about 6000 fixed stars that maintain the same position in relation to one another, far beyond these, in the remotest cosmos we can see just four faint patches that are Galaxies beyond our own.

The stars twinkle simply because of the constantly shifting atmosphere that their light passes through on the way to our eyes.  The planets actually have discs, lightrays from different parts of each disc are affected differently by the moving air and add up to give us a steady image.  Seen from space or from the surface of the airless moon planets or stars do not twinkle ~ what we see in the sky as stars are actually suns. Suns that have their own planetary systems…………[part 2 from Georgina’s Stars to come]

~the following is a poem by GEORGINA RICHARDSON~ for a very special star of her own….
A SPECIAL STAR
There is a special star up in the night sky
That shines down on me and you
It has a special name
It’s called “LITTLE ROO”
The star had a special blessing on the night Andrew died
You will see it shining extra bright up in the heavens high
It winged it’s way to earth on 4/5/09
To carry his spirit heavenward
Now it has a very special shine
He joined our spirits now with our Lord
Now he shines down on you and me
When I look up to heaven now, he’s so plain for me to see
If you also look up
You’ll see one shining extra bright
And it will twinkle beautifully to quietly say
” Tell my mum please don’t cry
I’m with Angels now
So mum please believe, I really am ok..”

By:  Georgina Richardson (for son Andrew)

A star has been officially named after Andrew’s nickname, “LITTLE ROO” and we have a certificate with it’s number and position in the sky.  My husband Geoff sent away for the certificate as a surprise for me when we lost Andrew to cancer 4/5/09 aged 31…

This post was written by Georgie…….there are two more parts to come with amazing info on the STARS!!….Thank you G……………love you….tony

hI GUYS!!…ok! for those of you following closely…..yesterdays visit to the hospital was long and tedious…..but I got a LOT done……….my pain levels are so high that they are hurrying the procedural efforts to get me into the place where pain WILL definitely be lessened…….January2nd I have an anasthesia testing date……..my psych evaluation has been approved…….I will have my first spinal implant surgery on January 8th and then the final PERMANENT spinal implant on January 15th………..if nothing goes wrong then I may spend one or two nights in the hospital but for the most part my recovery will take place at home with the assistance of nurses and Doctors from home health care.  My case is SO rare that members from St. Judes will be in attendance and my biopsy had to be delayed due to the immediacy of the pain problem.  I hope that gets you up to date for the moment be cause right now I would like to discuss OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES for a moment. There is so much to say about my disease i’ll have to make it a special post.  But please know that I have GREAT Doctor’s and I’m fine…….

An Out-Of-Body experience (or OBE) is typically an experience that feels like you’re floating outside or above your body, and in some cases, you can actually see yourself as you are floating above your sleeping or immobile body (known as Autoscopy).  These experiences are not to be confused with “Astral Projection” which is a learned practice dating back thousands of years. I will be doing post with Devon Laporte upcoming.  But, today I wish to convey I wish to convey a rather unusual experience of my own.  I am doing this today because I am going into the hospital on Jan. 2nd for anesthesia testing (before my upcoming surgeries) and anesthesia is a way to experience an OBE.  They can also be triggered by Brain Trauma, Sensory Deprivation, Near Death Experiences, psychedelic drugs, dehydration, sleep, and electrical stimulation of the brain.  It can also be deliberately induced but that, again, is in the realm of “Astral Projection.  OBE’s are normally spontaneous occurrences and sometimes will occur in in just an average person out of the blue.  Just happens…….no explanation.  The term Out-Of-Body-Experience was introduced in 1943 by George Tyrell in his book “Apparitions” and was later adopted by researchers as an alternative to belief-centric labels like “Astral Projection”.  The one I am going to relate is resulting from extreme physical effort most commonly reported by mountain climbers and distance runners.  The sense of bi-location I experienced personally came while skiing the Grand Tetons of Jackson Hole Wyoming.  I was doing some moguls and as I came down from the last of the series my body stayed up in the air as I watched myself skiing below myself…….there was no fear….it was like watching intensely………as though nothing else existed for about three minutes of pure enchantment. I watched myself so intensely that I recognized mistakes in my own form and technique.  It felt like a pleasant dream.  The only reason I relate this to you now is because I want you to know that I am not afraid of these surgeries…..I know that there is more to this reality…..I’m not just guessing…..I am positive….so much more to relate……but my meds are catching up with me……more tomorrow……I am DARTANION2…..and that’s the way I see it!!…….cheers…..THANX UK and BRAZIL for keeping my numbers up!!…….love you……T 

This blog began as my way to speak about that which I considered (and still do) the most important topic on the planet.  “ENERGY”……….The Metaphysical aspects of Energy to be exact.  I have come so far in beginning this blog precisely as I had planned it.  To develop a group of open minded individuals to discuss the possibilities of Energy and the evolution of man and then set them up for the REALLY big experiences of my life where I could share some of the most amazing experiences of my life.  I was just getting to the place where the bigger subjects and experiences could be shared and then discussed amongst you all……..for certainly many of you have similar experiences and many of you have experiences so profound that we have not been able to discuss them yet.   The reason for that lack of follow through is mine……..my problem…..and my lack of foresight…………I didn’t know that my illness would beat me up (on the inside) so badly.  So badly in fact that I have found myself in the throws of hallucinations and depression………not because I have been abusing my relationship with God or my Doctors but because I was not prepared for the war that “PAIN” can create on the human mind and drive to survive.  During the last month of my life the pain that I have been experiencing has become so intense that I find myself with no desire to get out of bed.  No desire to see people at all.  And when I must see people (friends and doctors) I usually lie about the level of pain because it just takes to much effort to even discuss it.  Just make s you want to curl up into a ball and sleep for so long that when you awaken there is a possibility that the whole thing was just some terrible dream.  So I began using re-posts to keep my blog going and double -dosing on my pain medications so that everyone would think I was doing ok.  Needless to say, it didn’t work.  My thinking was that if I could just get the “Spinal Cord Stimulator” implant then my pain would be reduced and I could get off of these medications and then continue to pursue what I was sure would be a successful writing career.  After all I have all the experience and years of practice using words.  Last Monday was the day I had been working for………the final consultation before scheduling the surgery that would bring my suffering to some sort of relief.  Needless to say, the day was ruined…..I didn’t make it to the consultation and I felt like the world had opened up and swallowed me, along with my ambitions for some quality of life that I could share.  I took such a nose dive into depression that I cursed God and I began cutting myself off from everything.  So far as I was concerned………”I just couldn’t do this anymore”……….fight the pain……wear a happy face everyday……..pretend to be happy about chronic pain that was destroying my faith……….and hide from the people I love the most…….well I gave up, but my friends and family (All of you following my blog and my poetry friends) GEORGINA especially………….would not let me quit…………..She STILL believes in me right now………..she forced me to write this……………she refused to let me be a quitter………..so, here’s the scoop……….tomorrow I have another consult to schedule my implant………..don’t ask me how because it’s so hard to get on the list for this particular surgeon that it’s a miracle……….Without GEORGINA, Cherie, and my Mother this would never have happened……….so many things had to happen for this to possibly be………..I can only say that SOMETHING much bigger than myself made this happen………….so yes Georgina!!……..you were right……….the fight is not over………..maybe tomorrow the news will be awesome……….there is so much more I need to tell you…………….but my pain is great……..and my fight is alive and well……….thank you GEORGIE……….thank you Cherie……………I understand that PAIN is the mind killer…………I’m not done yet………..I can’t believe how many messages from dozens of countries have helped me these past few days have come forward………..I will mentioning you all in the days to come………LOVE to you ALL………you too Kate…………..kisses………..tony

yesterday…..something very bad happened to me…..I became less than I thought I was………pain……..bested me………and I am not being old fashioned……..but…….I don’t think I can do this anymore………..something made me curse at the world……I ……REFUSE…..to be that person and as long that potential exists ……it’s my obligation to take myself off line…….I won’t contribute to evil……..I apologize from the bottom of my light to anyone who read that post……..I am responsible for that ugliness……..and I am not worthy……………my apologies are not enough………insane ugliness should be wiped from the face of the earth…………God is Beauty…………and I am not in a place to speak on his behalf……….I only hope that you won’t think ill of me……….I am Dartanion2……….and that’s the way I see it…………cheers…..T