I sometimes feel the struggle is too great.  To truly understand……..you must put your soul & your free will on the line.  For the answer you seek is NOT easily accepted by those not ready to be at the hand of the sword.  The sword, that pains and kills without remorse.  The sword that one must carry into battle…..for if you question God………the fight WILL involve that which you hold most dear…..LOVE!!  The loss of family and friends, that you hold most dear, WILL be put in harms way if you TRULY want to know God.  And your conditioned notions of LOVE will be forever lost……..is it worth it?  Consider these words:       I CREATED MAN AND WOMAN WITH ORIGINAL SIN, THEN I IMPREGNATED A WOMAN WITH MYSELF AS HER CHILD, SO THAT I COULD BE BORN.  LATER, I WILL KILL MYSELF AS A SACRIFICE TO MYSELF TO SAVE ALL OF YOU FROM THE SIN I GAVE YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!! ~  Atheist Republic~    Now I know many people in the world think that those words are basic horse-shit………but………there are many who do not!!   Are we better than another person just because we live by a different covenant?  I don’t think GOD would like us to believe that.   Also, nowhere in those words is God even referenced…….those words are aimed at Jesus.   hmmmm?  Food for thought right?  Certainly doesn’t affect MY personal belief system or those of the Freemasons, Knights Templar, or Vatican scholars (although they would have you believe otherwise).  The truth is wars have been waged for centuries over simple interpretations of the written word.  When we all know that words are written down by humans….and…..humans are fallible.  The truth is ALWAYS difficult to arrive at.  But let us leave that unwinnable protestation for a moment and speak of LOVE!!

Love is more easily experienced than defined. (can’t remember who said that?)  But, I’ve been receiving so much Love in my life of late that I have HAD to consider it’s ramifications carefully for I don’t believe my path to be a traditional one by any sense.  I haven’t lived a traditional day in my life.  My mother is white and my father is black.  I have been at an impasse, about most things presented me, my entire life.  About GOD most significantly.  People have always been somewhat of a disappointment and not because they were inherently evil or myself inherently good but, because I have never been fortunate enough to actually spend time with a truly learned person where God and Love are concerned.  It has been my pursuit of the Metaphysical that has helped me make it (alive) to this point in my life.  And it is my understanding of the metaphysical that has helped me with my notions about Love. You can’t describe Love without using the word Love itself.  Allow me to string together some of my favorite quotes and ideas.  Love is a profoundly tender, passionate, affection for another person.  It is an impassioned commitment we nurture and develop and grow with as it evolves.  And then there are those eyes that you look deep into and you recognize them, and you know without a doubt, that you have been in those eyes before.  And everything I’ve just described is RARELY enough to build an entire lifetime upon, and if you are fortunate enough to have this happen for you then GOD inevitably takes a back seat to this extraordinary Love.  Please don’t be angry at those words, just consider how long you’ve lived, and then consider this:  LOVE is not one thing;   there is love for parents, partner, children, country, neighbor, God, profession, hobby, animals, and violence……love is complicated.  I love what Jojo Moyes, the romantic novelist said:  What love is depends on where you are in relation to it.  1).   Secure in it:  it can feel as mundane and necessary as air, you exist within it, almost unnoticing.
2).   Deprived of it:  it can feel like an obsession, all consuming, a physical pain.

If however, you are truly interested in reaching higher states of consciousness, to truly play in the ether, to leave the confines of your physical form, and seek the face of God…………then there are requirements that must be met: Suffering, Meditation, Purity of intent………we have been taught these lessons by the greatest prophets and cave drawings, ancient civilizations and UFO inexplicabilities, scientists and star gazers, priests, monks and historians, of ALL time!  Are God and Love one in the same?  Personally, I think Love is Gods greatest lesson and we still don’t comprehend it………not even close………I am Dartanion2…..and that’s the way I see it…..cheers

For those of you who have been following my blog……..then………you know that I began this blog because of my deep seated belief that Energy is the key to understanding ALL things.  To acquaint my friends with the idea of that we are all made of energy at our basest level.   That energy CAN be manipulated to an end (in this case, Metaphysics), that energy is immortal, constantly changing, evolving, as are we ALL.  Like the perennials in your grandmothers garden, it dies and is reborn in the spring, but in it’s death during winter it is Not dead, merely changing……….such is the nature of ALL things.  Like the eastern ideas of reincarnation from Siddartha’s explorations to the resurrection of Jesus………it is ALL the same thing……….the earth itself was born…….it will one day die…….and……..be re-born again………the great ballet of the universe is occurring daily inside of every living thing.   Jesus said, do not look for me in buildings of wood and stone (the churches) I am inside you……….how many ways, how many prophets do we need before we recognize the obvious.  We need to look to our latent abilities to solve ANY predicament, problem, illness, or catastrophe.  The metaphysical gifts displayed by the prophets, water to wine, parting of the sea, re-animating the human body……….these are capabilities locked inside ourselves.   Books, Bibles, legends, ancient cave drawings, UFO inexplicabilities, ALL tell us the same things.   Seek and ye shall find.
Sigmund Freud theorized that man has latent abilities just waiting for the correct conditions to manifest themselves………….the fact that we are even having this conversation (one way though it may be) is a slap to my face……….do you not think the time is upon us?  Have you ever noticed people who  make you feel good just by being around them?  Chances are, those “vibes” you’re picking up on were emanating from their aura.  Through “Kirlian Photography” we are now able to film the human aura and predict a persons emotional state just by recognizing the color!  Did you know that upon a persons death their aura continues to change color for approximately 72 hours AFTER the person is pronounced dead?   hmmmm?…..interesting right?  Scientists have filmed the energy leaving the body at death……depending on whether or not the death was violent or calm determines how long the energy takes to depart!  Interesting right?  As I spoke of in many earlier posts, WE can learn to manipulate our own energy, thereby allowing us tro control our dreams, astrally project, telepathically communicate, re-learn the uses for our vestigial light organ “The Third Eye”, understand premonitions, use altered states of consciousness,  ALL are inter-connected and begin with the ability to manipulate our own personal energy.   WE are all the same stuff, the stars, the planets, and the entire universe works exactly the same way as the human body or even the magnificent world of quantum physics— it’s ALL part of the enigma we call life…..it is our duty as humans to learn our potential, to understand our universe…….ENERGY is the key to it all…………after all EVERY thought you have is made of Energy……..it is in the understanding of it, where the freedom to understand our creator lies ………and I don’t know about you……but……..if there is a God……I wanna know about it!!……….I am Dartanion2………….feels good to be back…….and that’s the way I see it!!…….cheers…….T

The time is coming…….more to come friends!!

A sighting in Delphos, Kansas, in 1971, is one of the great cases that combines credible multiple witnesses with physical trace evidence, goverment involvement, and residual physical biological effects that something anomalous took place. In fact, the case won an award in 1972 from the National Enquirer for being the best UFO case of the year backed up by scientific evidence.

On November 2nd, 1971, at about 6.30pm, sixteen year old Ron Johnson along with his dog, was out tending the family`s sheep when he saw a mushroom-domed, disk shaped object descending through the trees on the family`s land. The object hovered only a few feet off the ground and so amazed the boy that he tried to get a better look. But the brightness of the object forced him to squint, so he could see no specific details on the surface except for the shape. He remembered that he did hear a machine like sound as the object descended towards the ground. Momentarily blinded by the object, which had now begun to rise, Johnson quickly regained his sight and ran inside the house to get his parents. His parents alerted, came outside where they saw the object as it ascended still bright and about the size of the distant moon in the sky.

Their shock turned to utter amazement, however, when they saw that on the ground just below where the object was hovering there was a glowing ring that looked crystalline. The same type of glow was on the leaves of the trees where the object had descended. Johnson`s mother touched the substance and remarked that it felt slick, but her fingers suddenly became numb.

The next morning, the family returned to the sight where they had seen the ring and discovered that the glowing ring was still there. It had rained the night before and the ground was wet everywhere except for the surface of the ring. It looked like the soil where the ring was simply shed the water or was impervious to it. The ring remained through the winter snow, but again, unlike the surrounding soil, the soil where the ring was would not admit any water. Snow sat on the ring as if it were the surface of a car. The soil remained impervious to water.

THE STORY CIRCULATES

Within days, a local newspaper picked up the story, this time calling it a UFO incident, and the news about the ring on the soil also attracted the interest of both the county sheriff and undersheriff, as well as the highway patrol. They, too, filed a report, remarking that the doughnut-shaped ring was completely dry despite the rain the night before and that the discolouration of the soil matched the `slight` discolouration of the limbs of the trees above the area where the witness had said the object had descended. Photographs of the ring even after almost four years still showed that the soil had a whitish colour.

The entire incident was investigated by Ted Phillips, who photographed the area and turned soil samples over to chemist Phyllis Buddinger. When UFO Hunters investigated this case, they evaluated the soil sample and were able to report that, forty years after the incident, the soil was still impervious to water. They also uncovered two facts of interest. First, the witness Ron Johnson, although he did not report it at the time, revealed that he could not account for a period of time between his trying to get a better glimpse of the object and his realization that the object was ascending through the trees. He does not know what happened during that missing time and has been reluctant to recover those memories. Two, he later discovered that his dog was in discomfort around his snout. He took the dog to the vet, who was able to retrieve a long, metalic, insect-like object that looked like it had been implanted into the dog. Whatever it was, Johnson has kept the object to this very day, still reluctant to explore what that object might be!

THE IMPORTANCE OF THE CASE!

This was a case that combined a family of witnesses, a police report verifying the existance of physical trace evidence on the ground, independant corroboration that the imperviousness of the soil continued for over forty years, a case of missing time, and the physical trace evidence of the implant of a metalic object inside the witness`s dog`s snout. Certainly these facts make the Delphos case one of the better cases in American UFO history.

Watch the skies closely folks, you never know!!

G xx

In December 1972 an Eastern Airlines Tristar jetliner, flight 401, crashed into a Florida swamp. One hundred and one people died in the crash, including the pilot, Robert Loft, and the flight engineer, Donald Repo. On more than twenty occasions thereafter, crew members of other Eastern Tristars-especially those that had been fitted with parts salvaged from the wreck of flight 401. People have seen entirely lifelike apparitions of the pilots Loft and Repo. In some cases the apparitions were identified by people who had known the two men and in some cases by reference to photographs.

RESURRECTION MARY!

For a number of years motorists driving along Archer Avenue in Chicago`s South Side have reported giving rides to a beautiful young hitchhiker, a blond wearing a white gown that seems to date from the 1920`s or 1930`s. The drivers are said to be mostly young men and the girl often jumps into their cars uninvited, saying that she needs a ride home. Home turns out to be the Resurrection Cemetry, at 7200 South Archer Avenue, and when the car draws level with it, the hitchhiker gets out ( sometimes opening the car door, sometimes passing right through it ). She walks up to the wrought iron gates, and passes through them, disappearing into thin air once inside the cemetery.

Resurrection Mary, as the specter has been named, is said to be the ghost of a young Polish girl who was killed in an auto accident while being driven home from a dance in the Willowbrook Ballroom on Archer Avenue in 1931 and burried in her party dress and dancing shoes in Resurrection Cemetery.

One night in December 1977 a motorist noticed a young woman dressed in white standing inside the Cemetery gates. She was looking out and holding onto the iron bars of the gates. Thinking that the girl had been inadvertently locked inside the cemetery, the motorist called the police, but by the time that the patrol car arrived the girl had vanished. The officer beamed his searchlight into the cemetery but saw nothing. He and the motorist did notice, though, that two of the iron bars in the gate were bent apart and that at the point where they were bent were the marks, seemingly etched into the iron, of two small hands!!

THE SILENT HITCHHIKER

One evening in October 1979 Mr Roy Fulton, who was a carpet fitter at that time, was driving back home from a darts match in Leighton Buzzard, Bedfordshire, here in England. As he neared the village of Stanbridge, he stopped to pick up a young hitchhiker, a man of pale complextion, with short curly hair and tan trousers with a white shirt that had an old fashioned round collar. When Mr Fulton asked him where he was going, the young man just pointed down the road. Mr Fulton thought his passenger might be a deaf-mute so he drove on in silence. After driving a mile or two, though, at a steady 45mph, he thought a cigarette might help to break the ice, and turned to offer one to his passenger. The passenger seat was empty! The young man had silently vanished from the moving van, whose door had never been opened. Mr Fulton drove to his local pub, ordered a large scotch to steady his nerves, and told his story. The landlord of the pub and the Dunstable police inspector there, both said later that they believed Mr Fulton had experienced something strange.

G xx

The same folk that worked on what would become the internet, the Defense Advanced Research Project Agency (DARPA), also instituted a potentially chilling project in the 1960`s called Project Pegasus, a time traveler training program. According to one of the self described time travelers, author Andrew Basiago, DARPA had been researching and then developing Nikola Tesler`s teleportation theories. Ultimately, they were able to come up with a plan for a proof of the concept of time travel, but they needed time travelers, or chrononauts, as Biago says they were called.

PERSONAL EVIDENCE OF TIME TRAVEL.

The training program lasted at least a decade, culminating in 1981, when the first missions were launched. Basiago says, and offers evidence in the form of a photograph, that he was transported back in time to the Gettysburg battle field during the American civil war. He says that he was also transported to the planet Mars twice, once alone and once with his trainer, CIA operative Courtney Hunt. And Basiago has said, is inhabited, and American intelligence and space agency`s have dealt with its inhabitants.

One theory among conspiracy theorists is that time travel has been going on for a while and that history is already being tampered with. As an example, some conspiracy theorists cite the 2000 presidential election in Florida where former CIA director and fourty-first president George H W Bush had already ordered vote tampering in the past to ensure that his son George W Bush would win the Florida electoral vote.

More than one UFO researcher has suggested that what are refered to as extratarrestrial space travelers are really time travelers either from some other planet or from right here on Earth. There is lots of intriguing, though hardly any dispositive, evidence. For example in Egyptian, Sumarian, and Mayan hieroglyphics, there are symbols of craft that look like a modern helicopter, a human being or humanoid in a space suit of today, and craft that look intriguingly like a space shuttle. In fact, Legendary Times magazine editor Giorgio Tsoukalis wears a piece of jewelry that is a model of a bird? When Tsoukalis appeared as a guest on UFO Hunters, he explained his theory that what many paleoanthropologists called a bird was really an aircraft.

UFO Hunters tested this theory and created a scale model with bolsa wood to see whether it might actually glide back to Earth if launched from a catapult device. Would the wings suport it? Would the odd-looking tail assembly on the artifact act like a modern aircraft tail assembly? This was the challenge.

UFO Hunters modeled the aircraft, launched it from a catapult, and, to everyones delight, the bird space shuttle-like craft climed into the air. Then, because it was unpowered, it settled back on its tail assembly that stabilized it. Its delta wings provided the lift for the nose to rise as the craft settled easily down to the ground in a perfect landing, just like the space shuttle. This doesn`t prove the theory of UFO time travel, but it showed that if a time traveler visited the past in a shuttle-like lander and stayed, imparting a jump-start to Mayan Inca technology, the bird artifact might have been the result of a cargo-cult memorialization.

Another intruguing part of the story came from Philip Corso, who claimed he saw a strange, other worldly craft in the New Mexico desert at the Army Misile Proving Grounds in Red Canion in the 1950s. Corso said that he was flying over the misile range in an army Pipa Cub, he looked down into the scrub bush and chaparral landscape below him and saw a shiny metallic object on the ground. It wasn`t huge, but he said, clearly the size that a human being could pilot. Corso told his pilot to head back to base, and when he landed he got his staff car and drove out to that spot in the desert.

The object was still there, almost shimmering in the desert heat. Corso got out of his car and approuched the object, wary about touching it, but, after his experience with the Roswell cargo at Fort Riley ten years earlier, more curious than wary. He touched the surface of the object, feeling a little disoriented because the object seemed to be fuzzing around the edges as if it were winking in and out of reality. It was surprisingly cold to the touch. He noted its oval shape and stepped back as the thing began to hum, as if reacting to his presence. Then right before his eyes, the object simply disappeared.

Corso was a man who kept his secrets close while he was in uniform and did not make a big report of what he saw. Instead, four years later when he was head of Foreign Technology at the Army Office of Reseach and Development in the Pentagon, he told former Nazi rocket scientist Hermann Oberth about what he saw in the desert that day. Hermann Oberth, once quoted as having said that the Germans were helped in their technological development by people from another world, suggested to Corso that it might be that the craft he saw was not an extraterrestrial spacecraft but actually a `time ship`.

It was a statement that stayed with Corso for the rest of his life, and during his television appearance on NBC`s Dateline in 1997, fourty years after the incident, he told correspondent John Hockenbury the story of the craft in the desert. It was one of the most memorable moments of Corso`s appearance.

TEMPORAL DISLOCATION

There have been many other hints concerning the relationship between UFOs and temperal dislocation, as if time manipulation were part of their ability to navigate through space and, thus time. Witnesses have reported short periods of missing time, moments when they could not account for the passage of time. Clocks mysteriously stop that would not because they are not electric and should not have been affected by an electromagnetic field. Engines that cut off when a UFO passes overhead mysteriously start up again as if they were never stopped but only hesitated in time and were running the entire time. Plants and trees touched by beams from UFOs seem to age years in an instant. And UFOs themselves simply don`t accelerate as if they are gathering speed. They disappear in a direction in an instant as if they`ve passed into another time continuum.

Perhaps if ever the secret of UFOs becomes public knowledge, the secret of temperal manipulation will be exposed. At that point, it is to be hoped that mankind will hopefully be ready for that astounding knowledge and won`t, like the Krell people of the motion picture `Forbidden Planet`, destroy that population with that power.

G xx

Three days after I lost Andrew, he came to me as I lay in the dark. I was trying to shut out this horrible nightmare that was now my life. I was definitely suicidal and so very close to taking a full weeks worth of prescription drugs for pain. I have a very bad hip and spine, and with age, it`s getting worse. I have to take many different drugs to keep me going. I was in such deep shock that I actually didn`t want anything more to do with life, without him! This vision was Andrews way of saving my life and I`ll treasure the gift and the vision always.

This was my very first vision of Andrew after he`d died. He had come to give me a very special gift from above.

It was a Sunday evening and I was in bed in complete shock and disbelief that I`d lost him, wanting the whole world to just leave me alone and go away. Suddenly I realised that I was looking at Andrew standing at the edge of the bed and he was smiling at me, but also his face was shining wet with tears. He used sign language to say `No mum please don`t do it! I love you` I looked at where he was pointing, it was at the bedside table where I had laid out all the tablets, I was about to get up and get some water to take them with, when he came to me!

In this vision, I couldn`t hear him speak but I could read what he was saying to me. The vision of him was so clear that I could even see what colour shirt he was wearing, it was his red Liverpool football shirt and jeans. I could see that he was holding a large silver picture frame, the photo was one taken on his wedding day, it shows me stood with Andrew and his dad. I was puzzled because I hadn`t seen the photograph before and it was a really lovely photograph. He kept mouthing the word photograph to me very clearly, then he blew me a kiss and signed I love you, then he faded out and was gone. I realised at once what he was doing, he really came to save me from doing something stupid with the only option open to him, and that was to give me that very clear vision of him.

I got hold of those tablets and tipped them down the toilet and have never thought that way ever since that day. My son literally saved my life, from the after life. I still find it just as hard to cope without him, but it comforts me greatly knowing that I still have him with me.

Now back to that photograph! The next day after the vision, I saw Tracey his wife coming to call on me and she was carrying something big in a bag. When she came in, we both realised that it was the first time she`d walked to our house without Andrew, all those little `first`s` after a death are so painful! We cried, but eventually pulled ourselves together. `I`ve brought you something that Andrew had organised for you before he died, I had to bring it to you after he died and he told me to promise not to let you see it till after the funeral` I opened the bag and inside was that same photograph that he was holding in my vision. It is an absolutely stunning big silver ornate frame and the picture is one I`d never seen before because a friend of the family had taken it.

I told Tracey about the vision that I`d had the day before, and we both broke down sobbing, but at the same time amongst such total devastation, we were both so comforted because he had proved  to me, and so soon after he`d died, that the afterlife is very real. It is that simple piece of metaphysical and spiritual proof that has kept me alive ever since! It has made me value so, so much more of what we all have here! At the same time Andrew and his loving nature and beautiful soul has also proved to me that God is very real. Take it from me, please make the most of the people that you love, and tell them every day that you love them, because you never know when it`s all going to be snatched away from you. I talk to Andrew every day and the knowledge that he can see and hear me keeps me sane! He`s given me so much proof in the last six years since his death. Needless to say! his mum is very proud of him!

G xx

It was World Cancer Day this week and I decided to post a photograph of my son Andrew on my Facebook page in memory of him, with a message for him to go with it. As you all know, I lost him to cancer on the fourth of May 2009, he was thirty one. Obviously I miss him terribly and I was upset as I was writing his message.

That night as I was getting ready for bed, Geoff came into the room to comfort me as he`d heard me crying. He sat on the bed with me and just held me in his arms till I managed to calm myself down. I felt a hand stroke my hair and then my neck, it wasn`t Geoff because he`d got up from the bed and was trying to cheer me up by telling me silly jokes! I told him what I could feel, he just told me that I was imagining it, he doesn`t believe in life after death despite all the proof I`ve had.

I said aloud to Andrew ” Give your dad a sign that it was you Andrew and that you did stroke my hair and neck! ” Suddenly the jewelry box that belonged to my mother started playing music, that doesn`t sound strange does it? But it has been broken for 55 years! It won`t play the music and the key to it won`t turn around to wind it up! Geoff picked it up and saw the key turning and the little ballerina inside the glass front was turning round.

Now that box only played the music, before it was broken! by winding it up with the key and you also had to open the lid. The lid was closed and the box is kept on the top of the wardrobe, I can`t reach it! Geoff just looked at me in shock! I said to Andrew ” Make it stop and then start it up again to prove to your dad that it is you doing it sweety! he did exactly that. Geoff went very pale and just went down stairs to get a cup of tea for his nerves!! I love it when Andrew gets in touch with me but it`s fantastic when he does it in front of his dad! Yet he still refuses to believe in life after death!

When Geoff finally came to bed, as he walked into the room the light switched off then on again three times. After it came back on again for the third time I said do it again Andrew! and yes! he did it again! This time he actually made his dad laugh and I sensed that deep down he really does believe sometimes, he is just one of those people who needs irrefutable proof, even then he doesn`t admit to it, he still tries to explain it away. But I think it`s great fun when Andrew and my parents play games and give me proof. It is a wonderful comfort knowing for definite that our souls go back home to God and that we can still take care and watch over our families. I have written to each member of my family, letters explaining what I will do for them to prove that I`m still with them and Geoff is under strict instructions of when to give them to my children after I go home to God.

G xx