Hi guys it’s been a few and have some things to catch you up with. My last week has been nightmarish. My spinal cord stimulator has my entire body shaking constantly and where the lead lines connect to my spine has been growing cartilage around it , making it pretty painful to move things or reach high places………..the combination of pain in my feet and back had my home nurse on the brink of sending me to the emergency room………but since there are so few people who really have a lot experience with spinal cord stimulators we decided to handle it at home and then my office visit on Monday we got new pain killers and muscle relaxers so i’ll be ready for my my upcoming meeting with doctors at Northwestern……….anyway, all this doctor crap has slowed my writing down considerably. But I was thinking earlier how truly blessed I really am. I live on Lake Shore Drive in one of the most beautiful cities in this country. ME! I am disabled with social security income but somehow God found a way to have me right on the beach in what is one of the wealthiest neighborhoods in all of Chicago. How does that happen? A VERY kind and unusually understanding Land Lord ~ I mean from the lobby downstairs in my building you’re looking out of the window at what appears to be the ocean. I thank God every single day for allowing me to deal with this disease in such a beautiful building…..the Hospital is only 5 blocks away………I am truly blessed, and even after we have this surgery to remove the stimulator from my spine if I can’t walk then i’ll roll myself to the beach each day, except winter of course. This upcoming surgery is dangerous…..much more dangerous than putting it in so I am a little worried but…………I have my writing………no one can take that away from me………..for those of you who don’t know me ~ I have written many songs for different bands and folk artists but mostly for my own projects……….I’m a poet…….there are 754 of my poems posted at cosmofunnel.com which is a creativity site for painters, short story writers. and poets…..I call it my work station because I can be found there most everyday. Now I’ve been thinking about going to “THE GREEN MILL” for a poetry slam ~ where poets go and recite their own stuff…………I was there a few weeks ago and it was a blast(FIRST TIME I’D BEEN OUT IN THREE YEARS)……great Jazz music and some top notch poets………you may know of the Green Mill from the movies, films like “High Fidelity” with John Cusack……..anyway, I wrote this piece about Chicago……..thought I’d try it out here first……….check it out!!!! ~ let me know…..
” CHICAGO ONE NIGHT ”
Shall I say, at delivery man’s dusk
The hush of the city descending
Is a part of the Love affair
That interested Chicagoan’s
Recognize daily
Along the “Magnificent Mile”
Where you can touch the ease
Of the downtown day’s ending
And making it’s way toward Halsted Street
Where the peanut shells dance to the blues
On the floor at “Kingston Mines”
And poets painting pictures with words
Over at “The Green Mill”, smile ~ a knowing smile
While Johnnie and Charlie control the beat
Sittin’ on the corner with no legs from the war
Feelin’ the jazz fill their paper cups
With friendly dollars and Chicago type advice
Don’t drink the money away baby
Cuz it gets cold in The Windy City
And as the hush of the city becomes a veil
Where darkness prevails and morphs into
The blistering night life
That sent Michael Jordan
To the moon….
Tony Taylor (CHICAGO)
Have a groovy night you all…………
Hey Sweet T. I love how positive you look at life despite the not so great trials….you appreciate where you live and what you see. I remember going to the poetry club with you and learning a bit about Chicago. It was nice seeing you out and about that night for a little while….and smiling. I will never forget that. You should be up there reciting your poetry…..blowing all those amateurs away! 😉 xox You know I am always praying for you and hopeful that your spinal stimulator surgery for removalwill be a great success and offer relief of that lump on your spine and prevent the shaking. You deserve to feel good and enjoy life. Thanks for letting me experience a little bit of what Chicago is like with you. Love and Hugs xox Cherie
PS..I love your poem….definitely post it on Cosmo 😉
Hi sweety,
The poem is superb T` and I love the photograph of Chicago, it looks amazing honey, the buildings are HUGE!! even in London the buildings aren`t that big or so close together. It looks so busy over there. Is it in Chicago where they have the overhead railway?
I`m feeling more secure knowing that you are feeling a bit more positive about things despite all that is happening at the moment. You know that I`m here for you sweety don`t you?! You just keep up the hard work my darling because thinking positive is the best medicine for any problem, I know because I`m in a similar situation with my health, but I absolutely refuse to let it get the better of me, just as you are doing. If you can do it then so can I. You are the one that keeps me going my sweet. So keep it up sweety.
I love you very much my darling
G xx
Hi Georgie girl!!…yes you’re right ~ we do have those trains up in the air ~they’re called “The EL” which stands for elevated trains ~ we also have trains running beneath the city as well……..which makes it pretty easy to get anywhere in downtown Chicago…….the picture of the buildings are about 3 minutes from here on the Magnificent Mile ~ I live on The Gold Coast ~right on the beach ….I LOVE it and I wish I could show you around some day (you never know right?)……I was so happy when I saw you had left me a message here………your opinion is my favorite when it comes to my blog………thanx for asking about the doctors…….think I’ve finally got the right team………..couple more surgeries to go……..I miss you G!!………don’t be such a stranger………..kisses………tony
Hello angel
Just finish reading your story I’m so happy to hear that you’re getting the machine out God knows you’re one of the lucky ones
I’m so happy to hear as well that you have such a great bunch of doctors on your case I wish I could have said the same
And by the way you describe your building I feel like I’m already there looking out at the ocean yes you are very lucky and the Lord works in mysterious ways
I am on my way again now to find another pain specialist as the one I have is literally turned his back on my case which is unfortunate he’s going to put me on the fentanyl patches and oxy IR for my pain and burning that never goes away
All I can say is may God have mercy on their souls…. for what they have caused in my life
So I’ve spent the last week collecting medical reports and putting my own medical file together so that way there when I do go to see somebody new they will not judge me as harshly as the last 30 years have I’m so tired of the pain but I’m also more tired of the ignorance
You are very blessed my friend always remember that God has a purpose for all of us despite the agony we go through
I am praying for you about your surgery does not cause you any more problems thank god you’re getting this machine out Tony because of consequences far outweigh the cure
Love and hugs
Giggles 😊 🙆 🙌 👍 👌 ✌ 👉 the poet